Skip to main content

In the Midst of Sorrow: To Grandma on her 1st Death Anniversary

I shared a special bond with my grandmother as a young girl.



My Grandmother


She was a woman who worked her way to wealth and success.   Together with my grandfather, they ran a successful family business, provided for their children and sent them to good schools.  She enjoyed the perks of a pampered lifestyle.  She often traveled.  She can buy whatever she desired in an instant.  She was able to build the house of her dreams.  It was a life she was proud to have achieved.  

As her first grandchild, she showered me with a life of a "princess".  I got to enjoy the wonderful privilege of being her favored one. 

But then... her almost perfect life turned into a tragedy.
Her youngest son, my uncle, was killed.  5 years later, her husband, my grandfather, died of cardiac arrest.  Then a few years after, she had to close down the family business when it was gradually facing bankcruptcy.  


My paternal family vacationing in Hongkong:
(L to R: My Dad, My Grandmother, My Mom carrying Me, My Aunt, My Uncle and his wife)
It affected all of us...  of course.  It was a tough time for our family.  But we realized that we still have each other to hold on  for strength.  Our love and bond as a family kept us going.  Our faith kept us hoping for God's promise of a new and better life, perhaps not as comfortable, but a more fulfilled one. 

Unfortunately for my grandmother, she drifted away from us...  she couldn't let go of her losses.  It was too much for her to bear.  But we strived to show her that she still had a family who loved and cared for her.

My grandmother's heart however, remained stubborn...  Losing everything she had was the end of her world.  No matter how hard we tried to reach out to her, it wasn't enough to make her appreciate that she didn't lose everything. This went on until our relationship with her became strained.   

It's now a year since she passed away...  I remember how she used to tell me that her favorite devotion was to Our Lady of Sorrows.   She felt that her life had been filled with sufferings and that only her own death can spare her from it.  

I wish she had known that her material losses were nothing compared to having an eldest son, my father, who continued to understand and love her unconditionally; a daughter-in-law, my mother, who sacrificed so much in order to serve her; and grandchildren who were willing to care for her.


I wish I can tell her now that her sufferings are nothing compared to the love that Jesus can give - if only she will open her heart to accept it.  


I have no idea how she faced her final moments.  But I do hope that for her last hours here on earth, she was able to experience God's warm embrace, assuring her that she was never alone and that His loving comfort had been with her all this time.  

As I remember my grandmother, I pray that her soul have already found peace and rest in our Father's heavenly home.   


Our Lady of Sorrows

As I also remember today, Our Lady of Sorrows, I pray for her loving comfort to all who are suffering here on earth...  may they trust that Christ will turn their sorrow into joy:

 
PRAYER FOR OUR MOTHER OF SORROWS:
(source: catholicdoors.com)
 
Our mother of sorrows,
with strength from above you stood by the cross,
sharing in the sufferings of Jesus,
and with tender care
you bore Him in your arms, mourning and weeping.

We praise you for your faith,
which accepted the life God planned for you.
We praise you for your hope,
which trusted that God would do great things in you.
We praise you for your love
in bearing with Jesus the sorrows of His passion.

Holy Mary,
may we follow your example,
and stand by all your children
who need comfort and love.

Mother of God,
stand by us in our trials
and care for us in our many needs.
Pray for us now and at the hour of our death.

Amen!

 
Also featured in : Association of Catholic Women Bloggers  



    

Comments

  1. Thank you very much for this wonderful assurance and offer of prayers. It will mean so much to me and my family.

    Offering my prayers as well for the eternal rest of our dear sister who passed away.

    Truly, God "heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds" (Ps 147:3)

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Keep Christ in Christmas: THE LIGHT OF HOPE

"I’m participating in the KEEP CHRIST in CHRISTMAS Blog Link-Up 2013 sponsored by the  Catholic Bloggers Network ." Be sure to  visit as many links as possible , listed at the bottom of this post. Reflecting on the 1st candle of Advent, the "light of Hope", I was reminded of a story I read as a child.  Most of my contemporaries would probably remember "The Little Match Girl" written by Hans Christian Andersen: It was terribly cold and nearly dark on the last evening of the old year, and the snow was falling fast. In the cold and darkness, a poor little girl with bare head and naked feet, roamed through the streets. It is true she had on a pair of slippers when she left home, but they were not of much use. They were very large, so large, indeed, for they had belonged to her Mother and the poor little girl had lost them in running across the street to avoid two carriages that were rolling at a terrible rate. One of the s...

Love at First Sight!

Love is something we experience right from the very moment of our conception.   Inside a mother's womb, the first sound a child listens to is the sweet sound of love beating from a mother's heart.  The first sight a child first learn to appreciate is the tender gaze of a mother's loving eyes.  The first touch a child can feel is the warmth of a mother's embrace.  A newborn baby learns to feel love the minute his heart begins to beat.  Love simply comes naturally for all of us who are blessed to live.  For indeed, LOVE gives birth to LIFE. It is the very essence of our being.  It is the very reason for us to fulfill our purpose and destiny.   

KEEPING LOVE IN LENT: A Lot About Love... Inspirations from a 4-Year Old

“I’m participating in the Keeping LOVE in LENT Blog Link-Up 2013, hosted by Raising (& Teaching) Little Saints ,  Truly Rich Mom   and  Arma Dei: Equipping Catholic Families . We’ll be sharing different ways, tips, stories and real-life experiences that will help us focus on Lenten sacrifices, prayer and good deeds, and how to carry them out with LOVE instead of a GRUMBLE. Please scroll down to the end of the post to see the list of link-up entries." It’s simply amazing how much I can learn from someone so young.  A child can definitely teach us - older ones - a lot about love…  Out of nowhere, my son told me, “ Faith is my life ”.   He was actually referring to his playmate, a girl about his age named, Faith.   I honestly didn't know where he learned to say those words, but in the pureness and innocence of his heart he was happy and proud to express it.   There was another time he came up to...